Most devastated

I felt that today is the worst day of my life. I'm doomed. It's my fault. I know and I'm feeling terrible.
I assume too much and I trust them too much. Maybe I'm not suitable to teach in a secondary school. Would JC be the same? I don't know.
This is the second time I'm being cheated. Looks like I didn't learn from my mistakes. Sigh... It's really adding salt to my wounded heart.
International Friendship Day celebration was fun and I took a lot of photos. I was extremely tired by the end of it. The sad thing is that I still have to carry on with the SS class. How to teach when they are all restless and waiting to go? Nevertheless, I managed to carry out an interesting and meaningful lesson with their posters. Also had a discussion on war, terrorism, abortion and told them about the September 11 issue. Have seen their reflections and I'm really glad they took home something by the end of the lesson. Thank you for the encouragement!
I told some students that if they behaved well, I'd give them a treat before I leave. Treat it as a class outing. Need to decide on a place though. Theerawat insists that he must pay. Otherwise, he won't turn up. Haha... ok...
Anyway, I'm still very upset over my own folly. I can't do a single thing now. Yet, I still have so many papers and a project to do. Sigh... I don't care. I'm going to watch my favourite Jap show Long Vacation to cheer myself up.
devastated...
Oh, I will put up the photos taken earlier as soon as I'm able to. Sigh...