Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Goal in life

sigh... meeting ended at nearly 6pm today. After that, quickly packed my bag and scooted off. This is crazy. The meeting took my entire afternoon away. Therefore, no work done.
I blurted 'shit' during today's meeting. I wonder how many people heard it. It seems that Friday's English lesson is cancelled due to International Friendship day. Sigh...I suppose they will also be late for my ss class after the long break too.

Today, I went in to relief a sec4 NT class. I think they look aimless. They look as if they have no purpose in life. They look like wandering souls. I felt really sad for them. Originally, I wanted to mark my papers and let them do whatever they want. However, seeing them doing nothing (really nothing!!) disturbs me. They are not even having fun chatting. Absolutely nothing to do. absolutely bored to death. I decided to initiate a chat and find out more about them. And I was right. They also have a big problem in communicating their thoughts. hmm...
I told them my friend's story. I knew her in university and we were very good friends. She told me that she was from NA. And she onced quarrelled with her teacher such that she threatened to burn the school down. Hahaha...but she worked hard. She knew what she want in her life and she worked towards it. Now, guess what she is doing? Believe it or not, she is teaching in a high-ranking prestigious secondary school! Sometimes, she wonders if her students would threaten the same way like she used to do... retribution may come. Haha... Recently, she asked me to join her school. It's really a wrench to reject her offer. The school is too far from my house. However, everything else suits the bill. Until now, I still have some regrets. Sigh...
A girl said she wanted to become an air stewardess. Finally someone gave me a decent answer. And I told her to sit properly because posture is very important. And I also advised her to take good care of her face and hair. She and her friends just laughed. Funny meh? I already offer my suggestions so that she can work towards her goal. If she still wants to give up herself and go sweep the floor (she said this!), then FINE. What else can I do? If you give up on yourself, no one can help you. Only you yourself.
Lots of work not done. Extremely stressed. SS project due on sunday. I only did a tiny bit. Watch me die on friday. Going to 'biah' my project.
I'm very worried about tomorrow's lesson. Got observation. I gave homework for them to do. I wonder if they will really do it. Otherwise, I'll probably be dead meat.
summary skills is gonna be 'not-so-interesting' aka boring. I'm scared.
By the way, I gave this blogsite to my kids. I wonder if they are lurking around and peeping. Don't peep k, just come and see. I've got nothing to hide. I'm not afraid of you seeing and leaving comments too. Do let me know that you've been here, though. Say "Hi!", leave your name and blogsite so that I can link to you too. "kids" who are not from my classes are welcomed.
still feeling sick.

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