work is never-ending
sigh... I have a pile of work not marked. What to do? It's Saturday and a NON_WORK day. Unfortunately, I had to go to school this morning to check my SOW in order to plan next week's lessons. Work is never-ending. And guess what? I saw ShuJun. She came in much earlier than me... Great... now i got company to join the Loser's Club. Am currently the status of a member, with Melvin as the chair. Perhaps I will rise in the ranks. haha!
Today's Saturday and Jia Wang reminded me that civil servants are not supposed to work today. If I have a choice, would I want to work? my goodness... My heart tells me that I should take a break. My brain tells me that I have to plan my lessons and prepare resources for next week. Plus, I also have this ridiculously taxing SS project which I have to hand up on a ridiculous date. I have just started yesterday. Went over to my colleague's place to biah the work. By eleven, we are still not done. Not even half lor. So my SS project, lesson plans for GE, SS and EL plus resources and stacks and stacks of students' homework are all crying out loud for me. Tell me how I can finish all these by Sunday night.?! Oh wait, Tmrw is the finals of the Campus Superstar. I have to watch it. So tell me how I can finish all these before 7.30pm??!
Trix stood on the weighing machine at Ash's house yesterday and yelled in disbelief. She lost 4 kg in 5 weeks of school!!! Can you believe that? So, if anyone is interested to lose weight, go ahead and join our line. Guaranteed success!
Sometimes, I wonder why I am here. Why did I quit my previous job in the private sector? Not that I had no stress from my previous work. However, the stress and workload then is definitely not as great as now. At least, I have my weekends free. Eversince I stepped into this line, I've not stepped out of house on Sundays. Not at all, ok. Why? had to rush work lor.
It's my students that I'm hanging on to. Mic says that it's obvious I'm liking my job more and more. I don't deny that. In fact, I think I'm too attached to my beloved sec2 class. For the past 1 1/2months, I've devoted my heart, soul and undivided attention on them that I feel guilty for neglecting my other classes. Honestly, I must confess that I still can't remember all the names of my sec 3s and 1s. I should slap myself... It's my fault. I know. But, I see my beloved class everyday! And the thing is they always land up in trouble. I worry for them all the time.
Although they are not exactly the ones who are favoured by the rest of my colleagues, I still love them. No matter what, I still believes in the things they tell me. Naive? well, yes to a certain extent. I choose to believe them. And the things that they wrote to me just touches my heart.
Someone told me that she cannot see the rapport between me and my beloved class. I got a shock. I went back and reflected. Finally, I plucked up enough courage and got them to evaluate me. The response was good and I can feel their sincerity. This morning, I saw a few sheets of my students' work. Late work of course. When I saw Xiao Jie's journal, I nearly teared. And I quickly ran over to find Shujun. My heart was jumping with joy. The journal seems more like a letter actually. A letter to me. Oh man, I was so touched by his words. I hope he meant what he says.
This is the first class which I'm so attached to. I will get upset when anyone is being scolded by other people or anyone ends up in some trouble. Perhaps it is not a very good sign. I should spend more time on my other kids.
Today's Saturday and Jia Wang reminded me that civil servants are not supposed to work today. If I have a choice, would I want to work? my goodness... My heart tells me that I should take a break. My brain tells me that I have to plan my lessons and prepare resources for next week. Plus, I also have this ridiculously taxing SS project which I have to hand up on a ridiculous date. I have just started yesterday. Went over to my colleague's place to biah the work. By eleven, we are still not done. Not even half lor. So my SS project, lesson plans for GE, SS and EL plus resources and stacks and stacks of students' homework are all crying out loud for me. Tell me how I can finish all these by Sunday night.?! Oh wait, Tmrw is the finals of the Campus Superstar. I have to watch it. So tell me how I can finish all these before 7.30pm??!
Trix stood on the weighing machine at Ash's house yesterday and yelled in disbelief. She lost 4 kg in 5 weeks of school!!! Can you believe that? So, if anyone is interested to lose weight, go ahead and join our line. Guaranteed success!
Sometimes, I wonder why I am here. Why did I quit my previous job in the private sector? Not that I had no stress from my previous work. However, the stress and workload then is definitely not as great as now. At least, I have my weekends free. Eversince I stepped into this line, I've not stepped out of house on Sundays. Not at all, ok. Why? had to rush work lor.
It's my students that I'm hanging on to. Mic says that it's obvious I'm liking my job more and more. I don't deny that. In fact, I think I'm too attached to my beloved sec2 class. For the past 1 1/2months, I've devoted my heart, soul and undivided attention on them that I feel guilty for neglecting my other classes. Honestly, I must confess that I still can't remember all the names of my sec 3s and 1s. I should slap myself... It's my fault. I know. But, I see my beloved class everyday! And the thing is they always land up in trouble. I worry for them all the time.
Although they are not exactly the ones who are favoured by the rest of my colleagues, I still love them. No matter what, I still believes in the things they tell me. Naive? well, yes to a certain extent. I choose to believe them. And the things that they wrote to me just touches my heart.
Someone told me that she cannot see the rapport between me and my beloved class. I got a shock. I went back and reflected. Finally, I plucked up enough courage and got them to evaluate me. The response was good and I can feel their sincerity. This morning, I saw a few sheets of my students' work. Late work of course. When I saw Xiao Jie's journal, I nearly teared. And I quickly ran over to find Shujun. My heart was jumping with joy. The journal seems more like a letter actually. A letter to me. Oh man, I was so touched by his words. I hope he meant what he says.
This is the first class which I'm so attached to. I will get upset when anyone is being scolded by other people or anyone ends up in some trouble. Perhaps it is not a very good sign. I should spend more time on my other kids.




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