いま、会いにゆきます

I've finally watched the jap movie "Be with you". Excellent show. Very touching indeed.
Actually, I wasn't "supposed" to watch vcd on a weekday. Lots of work to do!
But I needed a break. I've never felt so calm and at ease on a weekday before. Seems that my lessons for the next few days are almost prepared. It's like a great sigh of relief.
Of course, this is short-lived. After today, I'll have tonnes of marking to do.

Attended a counselling course this afternoon. As I sat on the chair, hearing what the counsellors have prepared for us "chers", I suddenly remembered why I joined teaching. The effort, enthusiasm and passion they have for the children is a mirror for myself. Have I set out and achieved what I want to do? Or am I lost in the midst of pursuit?
Don't forget your purpose, my dear. Don't forget what you hope to do.
It's been a long time and I'm still making mistakes everyday. As I walked out, I wondered what I could have done to turn the situation around. I wondered if I have said anything wrong. I wondered how many new names I can remember today.
Hahaha... I need constant feedback and reassurance too.
So far, life is getting better but I am still not contented. I think a short break from routine is good. It allows me time for reflection before I continue. I hope for more improvement.

Today, I made a conscious effort to stop myself from walking around. I really did. Haha...