The verdict is out. Cries...

Sigh... it's been a long time since I get this feeling of excitment AND depression. Do you know how it is like to wait in anticipation and then later to sink into depression in just that 1 minute? It just happened.
I got an sms from Shujun that our posting is out. was on the train then. rushed back home in anticipation. The first thing I did when I tore open the letter and saw the posting was to throw it down on the table. AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh!
I'm in Deyi Secondary. Cries...............
You never treasure when you have it. Once you lose it, you start to recall all the good times and you regret.
I'm not saying that Deyi is bad. Just that the thought of not being able to go back to Chong Boon saddens me out of a sudden. I never realise this until I saw the new posting.
Sigh... totally no mood now.
Cries.............................................................................